Hidden Rubble
Listen, but do not look, for I can’t be seen
Forget the appearances for they aren’t what they seem.
I am Death, Life, Love, Hope, Sorrow, Grief and Despair,
I am all that is fair, all for which you care, and all that you dare.
You shake your head and say that cannot be, I’m simply a man!
Ah-but it can. No one will ever know the true me, buried inside;
Deep within the blood, muscle, sinew, and bone in which I hide.
My heart-or is it my brain? - allows me to be infinite.
This poem is only a small window to a world within,
A world in which all rules of reality and gravity bend.
And the reality is you can’t even trust this poem,
It might be a blacked-out window, painted with lies.
Since you can’t know and don’t know, I’ll tell you the truth,
I’m just simply a man buried beneath truth and lies.
I’ve gone on many treasure hunts looking for such a prize,
Oh! To find out who I really was, that’d be something.
I think perhaps once I knew, back when I was a child, innocent.
But as I said, now the soul is buried deep beneath rubble,
Rubble of sin, mistakes, regrets, and accidents.
None of which I regret, poetry can build such beauty from that rubble!
Occasionally the soul will peep out from behind this ruin,
When a lover holds my hand, or when I gaze up upon something sublime.
I wish I could take a photo of it and give it to you,
I think you’d like that old soul of mine.
Confused? Well so am I, so many emotions inside.
I’m calm on the surface, yeah I’ll smile alright.
But I worry, because of the emotions swimming inside.
So many that-well you see- I just simply can't be simply a man.