Hands forcefully grasp mine

suffocating kisses

touches once welcome

now repulsive.

Figure in the back watches.

I stare at headlights.

Does our secret show?

Flashback

fingers gently searching.

Exploring mine,

exploring yours

kiss desperatly wanted

hesitatingly given.

Like a promise ment to be rescinded.

I dare not look back

my heart is watching.

Outside,

the sky lets me know she is there.