It haunts me when I

See him… to not have

What I want. It hurts

To see him laugh at something

Which I’m not a part.

I feel the despair

Hold me down and threaten to

Take me out, but I just have to

Stand tall and not let him see

The hurt. It haunts me when I see him…

How I wish that he was mine, but that’s

Just how it goes.