I'm gonna laugh so hard

my ribs hurt

Cry until my head aches

Cut until my legs go numb

I'm gonna feign apathetic

Till the day I die

And you will leave me all alone

Because toxicity runs down

to my bones

with you and me it is not true love

it is fools love

because I am foolish

foolish for loving you

foolish for speaking the truth

foolish for thinking you would stay

after seeing this

I will feign apathetic

till the day I die alone