The girl in English and what I didn't say
To the girl sitting by herself in English class:
I saw you today, sitting by yourself
I thought it was odd.
You usually have so much to talk about
And you don't think that we listen
But we do.
I like your stories that you'd tell us
Before the bell rang.
And I like how animated you look
When you tell us that your baby brother took his first steps
Or that you finally got your license
I liked that
You had personality.
He was totally out of line
When he told you that nobody cared
Because it wasn't true
He doesn't speak for all of us.
I wanted to say something
And tell him he was wrong
And that we all loved listening to your stories
But I froze
And no one else could fight the cold either.
You looked so sad
And you haven't said anything since.
I think it's my fault.
I should have told you sooner
I should have stood up for you
I should have told him he was wrong
I shouldn't have been such a coward.
I'm writing this note
In the hope that it makes up
For the words I should have spoken
And shouldn't have swallowed.
From,
The girl in the back row.