Fifteen
Dear Lost Love,
Flash back to this time last year
I watched you when you were live
That Colgate smile caught my eye
Like a whisper in my ear
The innocence in the grin
But it’s not perfect to all
A flaw I couldn’t recall
The light gleamed off your silk skin
You had me so mesmerized
I was completely in awe
I loved every single flaw
Thinking how to get this prize
You called us out by our names
To get us to talk to you
You turned on Ugly God too
I sang to outshine the lames
Soon I caught your attention
And in that moment, I knew
That making you my new boo
Became my first intention
Started talking one on one
Then that blue circle popped up
Looking at you like wassup
Call ends, but we just begun
Cause we clicked in that instant
Both vibed to Yachty, Carti,
Uzi, Trav, and Pollari
Phone calls became consistent
The day came for us to meet
In March, we met at the mall
Showed imperfections and all
My face wasn’t even beat
First take, on our Travis shit
Didn’t even know it yet
This something I won’t forget
From there, we couldn’t be split
More occasions came around
We knew how to take it slow
You impressed me with your flow
Played beats to get the right sound
I noticed all your talents
Playing ball, freestyling,
Catching a girl’s eye, smiling
Takes my heart as it happens
Truth slowly started to show
Said you had a confession
So I began to question
Learned that you went through school slow
You were only in eighth grade
You were ‘bout to turn fifteen
Had a kid as a pre-teen
Didn’t faze me, so I stayed
But so little did I know
Age was just the beginning
Of it, now my head spinning
My thoughts lurked like a shadow
We grew closer as time passed
No longer strictly liking
Our love grew through us crying
That’s when I knew we would last
From the moment that we met,
I lost fears I never knew
You took my soul with you too
Three fifteen, I won’t forget
Love,
The Girl with a Missing Heart