Feeling of ecstasy

When we kissed I felt it threw out my whole body, not gonna lie I’m as scared as I can be. 

How did this happen, I planned to do this carefully. 

For it to be a simple fling, and look what’s happening to me. 

Part of me says run so he doesn’t see. 

The other part wants more, the feeling of ecstasy. 

What did I get myself into, I would say its  happening again. 

Only thing is I’ve never felt like this before, and look how long it’s been. 

A couple days that’s just crazy. 

Maybe the smoke got my mind a bit hazy.

So what do I do, tuck tail and run. 

Or jump in head first and have a little fun. 

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