Fears
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I'm not afraid of death.
Not the dark or the demons in hiding.
I'm not afraid of heights,
or even falling.
I don't fear pain,
Nor do I fear loving.
I'm not afraid to speak my mind.
I'm not afraid of drowning.
I do not fear monsters or men.
I'm not afraid of flying.
I'm not afraid of taking risks.
I do not fear to be daring.
I'm not afraid of asking why?
I'm not afraid of knowing.
I'm not afraid or bugs or beasts,
Or creatures of my wildest dreaming.
I do not fear the sting of hate,
Nor blows of rage that bruise and scar me.
I do not fear oblivion,
I'm not afraid of two to one.
I do not fear the world behind me,
I only fear the one ahead.
I am afraid of what's inside me.
I recoil from the thoughts in my head.
I fear my own autonomy.
I am afraid of what I can't be,
More so of what I can.
I fear my paranoia,
that everyone is watching me.
I am afraid to be alone,
I fear no one will see me.
I am afraid of living,
And of a life without loving.
I fear that I will make mistakes,
I'm terrified of failing.
I'm afraid to be rejected,
I fear the things I've left unsaid.
I am afraid of my insignificance,
And not making a difference.
I'm afraid of never achieving,
I'm afraid of almosts,
And not good enoughs.
I'm afraid of trusting,
And my hopes dissolving.
I am afraid my dreams will not come true,
But I never fear believing.