Falling Until I Hit Rock Bottom
Like a dark seed
blooming in the night.
The warnings I did not heed,
everyone thought it was such an awful fright!
Can I help but want to fight
a choice not my own?
Controlling everything in my life
the addiction you must have shown.
So why not a little freedom
to let out all my feelings.
I don't want to be part of your kingdom,
these scars are my kind of healing.
I never meant to go this far
my life, I took it all in vain !
No one knew how hard
it was to stay sane.
The scars, my silent scream
but no one heard.
How they wish it was a dream
one that would have never occured.
The wind swaying me in the tree
the only way out it seemed.
Was this meant to be ?
I nevered screamed.
If only I had someone
to look me in the eyes.
To erase what I had become,
to see beneath the half-hearted lies.
Maybe I wouldn't have died
with this heart broken in my chest
I never wanted to hide,
my love they did oppressed.
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