Falling Asleep On Different Clouds
Location
Pacing around in delicate circles, tracing the words that encompass the fire
The inextinguishable flame that ignites the one desire driving me mad
A beautiful and unforgivable dream
The capacity I feel within myself to slip into and out of characters
I could be a woman from my past life, drowning in sadness, picking up the pieces
Trying to find love in a loveless place
I could be a warrior, a martyr, another tangled up human just finding their way
I would scale the highest elevations, the deepest of trenches
I would gather my belongings, leaving a note
And a lock of hair on the kitchen table
And forget all the rest,
But remember where I came from
Adjusting my sundress, curling my shoulder length hair, practicing responses
A perfect interview,
With candy lips and curious eyes, I could be surrounded by lights, but still
Outshine
I would need the simplicity of myself and the bizarre world to wrap its arms snug around me
I would just need the sky to correlate with this strawberry-milkshake-of-a-dream
The marble floors to help my stride to sound like horse’s trot and intimidate
My prey
I would need just a push and a shove, to be where I belong
To be center stage and glowing
Glow, glow, glowing