eyes open
every morning she wakes, eyes open,
and yet she is filled with regret.
the things she did last night, yesterday
months prior, years ago.
her actions haunt her, and
every morning she wakes, eyes open,
wishing she could go back and
wishing to change everything and
failing to do so. because
the past cannot be returned to and
the past cannot be changed. so
every morning she wakes, eyes open,
every morning she wakes, eyes filled
with tears and sorrow. until
she finally realizes that
every morning she wakes, eyes open,
when the same cannot be said for many.
and she thinks about her past,
and she thinks about her past's inability for change.
and she thinks about her future,
and she thinks about her future's capability
to be anything she wants it to be.
despite her mistakes
despite her regrets
her future stands, remaining
unaffected, untouched by her past.
and, now that she realizes
she can leave it behind,
and with every sunrise
she can change her future,
every morning she wakes, eyes open,
striving to live a life she cannot regret.