The beginning is long gone and the end is near 

Running with no doubts in her mind but she still runs with fear

With her heart in her left hand and her mind in the other 

She searchers for a place to hide them a place to cover 

A shelter a home a reset button 

A place and a time where she can just let go of this life and be able to start another

With not a second to spare would she say yes 

Everything would change nothing would be the same 

She wouldn't be sane or the same 

And when she would cry out at night no one would hear 

Because no one can hear someone who can't appear 

Who isn't here who isn't there 

No where to be found 

She is a shadow 

A shadow that walks around this earth trying to be seen 

Trying to be recognized from the crowds of people who walk by her everyday

And Maybe if I act like this or talk like this or walk like this someone will notice me 

But imitating someone else will only degrade me 

Will only ashame me 

Will only defy me 

With no tears to fall and no voice to be heard she is a blank page 

Ready to be given the ink to write out her life and live it 

Ready to do the unthinkable and unimagenable but what would a life be if you planned it all out on your own with no lesson to be told taught and learned