Elegy to the Person that Changed my Life
The first time I was
Vulnerable to you.
I said I love you.
I fell blindly. Unaware
Of the consequences
I saw it coming, but didn’t want to accept it.
I miss you
I miss your smile I miss your scent
I miss your voice I miss your hugs
I miss your laugh I miss your touch
I miss you
I don't allow myself to go through what I should
I distract myself the smallest details
You're not mine anymore
I'm numb to the thought
I still love you
I see you around sometimes. You look happy.
This sense of desperation
It does not leave me alone
I wish. I wish. I wish. I wish.
That you were still by my side
Why can I no longer attain happiness?
I think about you constantly
Gone. Gone. Gone. Gone.
We’re strangers. As if
Nothing ever happened
You're gone and you took my happiness with you.