With Each Breath, I Live Two Lives
Location
Each breath taken is
An exercise,
An experiment that stretches the definition of "American,"
Attempting to find the extent of a definition on paper
And applying it to a person who lives and breathes and grows,
Somehow knowing you will never quite reach adherence or compliance.
Each word spoken, each thought unsaid
Echoes
The thoughts of two cultures, two languages, two lives
And a time when I thought blending and blurring would solve
Invisibility -- as if there were such a cure for the phenomena that grips
With its sharp, cold hands and makes a mockery of the roots that show,
That grow above the ground.
I have never known how to live without
Two hearts that beat as one,
Speaking and thinking in two languages.
With each breath, I exhale bilingualism,
Bi-culturalism.
If I asked you to seperate the veins in a leaf from its skin,
The melody from the track,
and the cold from the winterer air of my birthplace,
There would be something missing.
So I breathe the air in America, and think of home.