Dumb
I knew she was Dumb
Why is she so Stupid
"Maybe it wasn't such a good idea for you to go to THIS school"
All these voices float in my head as I attempt to control myself and not lose my head
I say "I am just as valuable to this team as you"
Somewhat unsure
"Yeah, whatever...you're just here to entertain me..."
At those very words my soul and by eyes both begin to burn
With an anger and passion so fierce
Do not call imply that you're better
Ungrateful voice of the privileged being
Who knows not of the struggles I've suffered
The tiny little first grader
Who would bring home books every day from her school
And spend hours reading so that she can be equal with her peers
Because her family couldn't afford to send her to good schools as a child
Don't you dare call me dumb
The little girl who
Managed to jump from the lowest to highest reading group in less than 3 months
You do not know my story
My struggle
My worth
You do not know the hundreds of community service hours I did
The IB and AP tests
My capabilities and skills
Bet you can't tell me the difference between
Downstage right and Upstage right
So the hatred cools and I happily smile at your ignorance
I do not need you to prove my intelligence or self-worth
For intelligence is such a relative term that can measure oh so much more
"I am an intelligent woman
I can memorize a Shakespeare play in a week
I can read music in 2 clefs
Calculus is my favorite subject
I can build a solar powered robot
I am going to a university despite the struggles I faced in the beginning of my schooling
Does that sound dumb to you?"
For once in my life
I smile as I feel happy to unveil my intelligence and prove my worth
To someone who thinks otherwise