We had an argument.

I was mad.

And now I'm just upset.

 

I wanna talk to him

I hope he's not mad

I wonder

If he still thinks about me

 

I'm thinking about him

Non-stop actually

I cried that night

I was mad at myself

 

I give myself pain

Do i deserve it?

It wasn't deep

It barely bleed

But it hurt

 

I cried myself to sleep

My pillow caught my tears

It muffled my sobs

I only came up for air

Then went back down to drown