The Distance Between
If I could change one little thing
I would change the distance between you and me
From where you are now, you see
You are just far too far
Even farther than the distance from here to the golden star
Letters just won’t make it
It’s almost impossible to fake it
I don’t know how much more I can take of it
When you are so far away from me
You see, you used to be a phone call away
But now it has been days and days
Days and days since I have seen your face
Weeks since I have felt your grace
There is nothing but emptiness in your place
What else is there to fill the space
Now that you are this far away from me
Hand in hand, we would walk together
Laughing eyes, there was nothing better
Sidewalk chalk underneath our feet
The corner deli couldn’t be beat in the heat
The door shuffles open, the front bell dings
We’d wait up front until the ol’ fat lady would sing
I'd climb up your knee to rest on your lap
She'd come from the back room with a tap tap tap
You’d introduce me, “Here’s my girl, here she is.”
She’d peer down the counter, “What a pretty little, Miss.”
Those words every time made your false teeth grin
Made me the happiest that I’ve ever been
The happiest because I could see the pride
Shining, twinkling in the corner of your eyes
Those eyes that it has been so long since I’ve seen
So long since you have been away from me
Come back, come back, can’t you see
This distance is no good for me
It’s no good for me, it’s no good for you
It is changing everything I am used to
What was once is no more
When I knock, you do not answer the door
When I call, you do not receive
You are missing out on all that I achieve
All that is left for me is to grieve
Disbelief, disbelief
Come back, come back, this distance is not right
If I could change it, I would make it slight
Slighter, shorter than it is now
I would find a way to bring you back somehow
But this kind of distance is not one you can measure
It is not one you can trace to acquire buried treasure
It is not a centimeter, an inch, or a mile
It spans farther than the river of the Nile
It is a distance measured within the heart
A distance that begins when a light goes dark
A distance I would change if only I could
I would bear hug you, I would Eskimo kiss you like a granddaughter should
I would do all of the things we used to do
If only, if only I was just not so far away from you