A Decision
I am in love with my future
Yet, I cheat on her with my past
The ghosts in the mirror
I take a step back
My demons with me in every step
I turn the nobs on the sink
Warm water
I rinse my face
Check the mirror again
Everything remains as it was
Haunting me every waking moment
Searching for redemption
I must escape my history
I turn away for comfort
There are the answers
All I have to do is reach the bottom of the bottle
Though false, they are fimiliar
Break the cycle
End the agony
Every morning
Before I refresh my eyes
And rejuvenate myself
With a splash of life
I hold in my tow hands
One bottle
One 9mm
On the floor lies a tattered bible
On the bed a broken photograph