It has been a year today,

And I don't know what to say

I think about you everyday;

That "missing something" feeling hasn't gone away.

 

I remember moments we had others wouldn't know;

Like when we would watch movies together, while talking on the phone.

I loved when we would text and you would ask me words you didn't know.

It's all of those little moments that I cherish most.

 

 

I relive those moments often in my head,

And I keep reading all the words I've already read.

I take a moment to think about what you would have said,

"Keep on keepin' on" is what you would have pled.

 

When I close my eyes, I don't see you as clear.

Someday not at all, you will fade away, I fear,

And when I think of this is when  I shed a tear;

After all I've lost so much, only in a year.

 

I think about all the times together that we had,

I get so full of emotion, and it's not always bad.

I laugh and smile and joke and really don't feel sad,

Other times I even get a little mad

 

The roller coaster has been steep 

A wild ride of ups and downs, hops and skips and leaps.

Your memories are ones I will keep,

And I will still dream about you when I sleep .

 

My words are running short, but there is still so much to say

I just don't know how to get them out, I'm sorry there is no way 

So I will say goodbye, and about you I will pray 

After all I've done it every night, for a year today.