Beneath the weight of betrayal's sting,
I feel the tears that longing brings,
Made a fool, manipulated, accused,
Left torn, worthless, empty, and bruised.

Once I loved with all my heart,
But now I'm torn and ripped apart,
Mistrust consumes my weary soul,
Overthinking, insecure, out of control.

Easily triggered, filled with rage,
Angry at myself for being a page,
In a story filled with lies and deceit,
Feeling cheated, broken, incomplete.

I see my flaws, they're crystal clear,
But all I did was love, sincere,
Yet, now I question every move,
Feeling lost, in a love life that's a groove.

And as if that's not enough to bear,
Studies add to the burden I must wear,
The pressure to graduate, to not mess up,
Expectations weighing down, like a heavy cup.

I'm tired of feeling trapped and small,
Needing saving from it all,
But from what, I ask with dread,
Is it from myself or something I've misread?

I long for relief, a ray of light,
To guide me out of this endless night,
To heal my wounds, to make me whole,
To find myself, to reclaim my soul.

But for now, I'll take it day by day,
Holding on, not losing my way,
Knowing that I'm strong and brave,
And that my heart will surely pave,

A path towards a brighter place,
Where trust and love can find their space,
Where I can rise, renewed, and free,
From the pain of betrayal's decree.

So, I'll keep moving, step by step,
Even when the journey's steep and wet,
For I know deep down within my core,
I have the strength to rise once more.

I'll learn, I'll grow, I'll find my stride,
I'll embrace the challenges with pride,
And though the scars may still remain,
I'll rise above the hurt and pain.

For I am worth much more than this,
A heart that's precious, pure, and bliss,
I'll find my way, I'll find my voice,
And reclaim my power, my ultimate choice.

So, I'll keep moving forward, strong,
Knowing that I've been here all along,
I'll save myself, I'll rise above,
And find solace in my own self-love.

For I am worthy, I am strong,
I am resilient, and I belong,
To a future bright and full of grace,
Where I'll find peace and a loving place.

Your man 25