At this time I'm crawling in deeper

Never wished I'd left but instead

Always wanted this very same thing

Maybe I'll pass by my dreams

Funny the way they play in my head

Distorted and broken apart I realize It's been a long time since I've had.

 

Eyes almost closed but no last step

It's left alone like some weird kind

There's not much more to say

I've seen what's there and it's old

I chose one and there's no time left 

Only memories to know what's gone

Choosing is harder than it seems.