Difference is separated in a community

Where it's hard to find another

To break away from negativity

Just to be together.

Sometimes belonging never really feels equally connected

There's always a difference in a group

Which makes me feel rejected

And leave the group.

I have always been protected

From negative people since elementary

Now I have a hard time trying to be the person I used to be.

Trying to find someone different

And separate from my past

Being filled with so much negativity

Its hard not to judge people based on what I experienced.

Its hard to belong in something that doesn't really fit me.

Seeing others happiness makes me more miserable

How they can have fun

How they can find the right person for them

While I live in fear and misery

Only have a few friends that don't say much

Only a few distant `love`ones that make me feel loved.