When i feel down, when i am surrounded by all these thoughts, when my brain seems to be my enemy

I buy myself a bar of chocolate and go for a walk,
It makes me feel better sometimes,
I close my eyes and imagine myself being hit by a speeding car,
Or jumping off the car iam riding.

Any of that will be okay,
as long as it's a car accident,
Remember it has got to be a car accident.

Your "Friends" will keep asking you to get over it,
until they get over you.
I promise you they will

Well,
I don't look both ways when i jaywalk anymore