What did I ever do deserve this curse.....The only thing I was ever good at is being the worst.......I'm not saying fill sorry for me for the hand I was dealt......But please understand the pain I've seen and felt.....So I'm sorry if hurt you in any way .......And I'm sorry that they made me in such dismay.....For this is not the life I had chosen ......But because of the venality to handle the challenged that has Rosen......I know we all must handle the hand we're dealt in life.....But some of us just get double the strife......So if I seem to be silent and shy and back away ......Its only because they built me this way....So if your lucky enough to have a child.....Sit them down and talk to them awhile....Ask them what's on their mind even if they say everything is fine......For if you don't do this all I have to say .....Your the one that built them that way.......