Bruised Gay Child
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Does it bring joy to your eyes when you see tears in mine?
How good does it feel to know that you make your on daughter ill?
Your the person who birth me.
But I would choose differently if it was up to me.
I love to stay at school just to be away from you.
I would get lost if you didn't have a clue.
But sadly I have to stay, and I'm praying that the lord will make a way
My faith gets a little weak
Most times I feel like I'm at my peak
But I know I have to carry my last name.. LEAK
But back to YOU
I thank you for making me strong, just know I will never do wrong
I'm very ambitious because of you
I know I have to have a better life because of all you put me through
So many nights I have went to sleep crying, just because i thought my life would be better off dying
and this is ALL because of you
Yes you buy me clothes, you have a roof over my head, and you make sure I'm fed.
But I can go to jail and get that same treatment
Instead I have a relationship with you full of resentment
You make me hate my life, just because you don't want to see me have a wife.
It's my choice, sorry that I don't think of your opinion as a voice
What you don't understand is that , this is me and you cant stand for me to be happy.
So hate me for my prefrence , nothing you do will make a difference
Sorry I'm not some perfect child, but trust I do everything in my power to make you proud
That's not enough?
Oh well thats tough
I try, I try, and I try and still cry.
One day I will make an example out of what I went through.
The only bad part of my story, is you.
But once again I say thank you.
You make me look forward to my dreams coming true.