Born a Thot

Thot, thot, thot.

Hear that shit everywhere I swear.

Thot, thot, thot.

I’m capable of getting a nut, giving a nut, but not of tender loving care.

Incapable of receiving tender loving care because I am a thing, not human.

Incapable of receiving tender loving care because I am a woman, because I am ruined.

Ruined from the fuckery you men put me through.

Ruined from the fuckery you women put me through.

I hear justification to disrespect and disregard females for their actions but an acceptance of the same behavior by males.

Bullshit!

I am a thot.

I hear it in the songs that I jam to.

Songs that suggest that monogamy is dead, songs that promote me having a boyfriend number 2.

I see it in the shows that I watch,

Where niggas constantly add to their belt notch and women constantly add to the miles on their beloved crotch.

I hear it from the men and women that I love.

Slips easily off the tongue and we use it in the wrong context. We could be talking bout lookin fly and it comes out as you look fly thot. Bitch that’s the only thing that you could think of?

I am a thot.

 

I am the downfall of men.

I am a destruction to the human race.

It doesn’t matter that I was sexually abused as a child.

It doesn't matter that papa wasn’t around.

Although I did not allow my past to define, defer nor determine my future,

Once a thot always a thot.

Thot!

It doesn’t matter that as a slave I was not allowed the privilege of having a husband.

Relations and love back then meant nothing.

Massa’ said it was over, end of discussion.

It doesn’t matter that as a slave men were groomed to be uncommitted.

Men were groomed to be dogs, women were groomed to be thots.  

Men were groomed to be work mules. Women were groomed to be sex mules.

Yes, yes, shit like that fucks up one’s mental.

So don’t even try to say it’s coincidental when after 300 years plus it becomes developmental.

I was born a thot.

And when you laid with me you became my equal.

Hello thot.

We are all thots!

This poem is about: 
Me
My family
My community
My country

Comments

theLonely

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rmndebumadu

Thank you!

Kay_peppers

Best gosh darn poem I've had the pleasure of reading on this cite so far.

rmndebumadu

Thank you!

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