Blunt
Your silence.
It's loud.
It shouts at me.
"Your presence is rejected."
That's what it says.
"Rejected by even me."
Your silence.
It's a knife.
One I handed you and told you what to do.
"Take it."
That's what I said.
"Take it and pierce my heart."
Your silence.
It's blunt.
It doesn't pierce like a knife should.
It doesn't end that quickly.
It hurts ten thousand times more.
These bruises linger and hurt when I move.
Please don't be silent.
It hurts.
Please don't reject me.
I can't take this pain,
Not from the blunt knife,
The silence that won't fade away.