Big Dreams or Smoke Screens?
At the start of January 2016, I just couldn’t wait
Because that was the year I would turn the big one-8
The age I would go to SoCal and find my flow
Living the California dream in a recording studio
I’ve always wanted to obtain higher knowledge
But to save money, I’d have to go to a junior college
Either at one of the schools down in L.A.
Or City College of San Francisco, if I were to stay
So I applied to L.A. City College for the fun of it
And I tried to find a job that I wouldn’t quit
Then I looked for some housing down there too
And go there for Spring Break to take in the view
But soon everything started crashing down
I couldn’t find a decent job or house in that town
And to make matters worse, I spent Spring Break at home
With so little cash, I felt like I was all alone
So I ended up deciding to attend school in S.F.
The choice almost left me feeling tone-deaf
I felt like I missed out on my biggest dream
And almost came completely apart at the seams
However, it wasn’t all that bad
I graduated from high school, so I couldn’t be mad
Just one problem: I had almost no money
Except for graduation gifts, which seemed kinda funny
So I started applying for summer jobs
But one of them found me, and that felt odd
I began attempting to sell cutlery to people
More like looking in a haystack for a needle
I made a few sales and a few friends
I even attended conferences to gain a new lense
But I couldn’t reach my ultimate goal
Of earning $3,000, which put me in a hole
Fast forward to December 31, and now I’m focused
Won’t let my dreams get eaten up by locusts
But I know I’ve gotta work hard to get what I want
Because without dedication, I’ll be stuck in an old haunt