Beholder
Being, not existing as an entity
To witness and not to partake
Knowing without understanding
Deep in thoughtless awakening
Acknowledging not validating
I am not yet I feel me
Purpose not needed and yet
Everything is there for one
Pulsating with my pulse
Inebriated with breathing
Surrendering yet conquering
I am not yet I meet me
Journey without destination
Happy hopelessness
Everyday a blessing though
I never demanded one
In prayers without words
I am not yet I talk to me
In wisdom not knowledge
Practice not perfection
Questioning my sanity
Grounded but unreal
In memories now lost
I am not yet I comfort me
I am all there is
Was or will I know not
Nor it concerns me