the bad nights
In my dreams, we have a home together
I'm a little bit older, but you never age
We come home from work—
But it isn't work, we love our jobs—
We embrace the way we always do
We kiss and mumble and breathe against one another's lips
And ask about our days
Dinner is put together through snickers
And subtle grabs of one another
And we chatter
We're happy
At night, we sleep underneath the covers
But we talk and talk until we're out of it
You always insist on holding me
And you're never asleep first
Sometimes, I fake it so you'll relax
On the bad nights, I hold you
You bury your face in my shoulder
While my lips brush your hair in silence
On the worst nights, you don't sleep at all
You finally tell me about how much things hurt
You finally show me
On weekends, we try new things
We ask questions too obscure to think about
We keep talking because it's what we're good at
And we love every word exchanged
We dread the arrival of Monday
Because it means days spent away from each other
At present, we have a home together
I think I'm too young and you think you're too old
We walk in from work—
But it isn't work, it's hell, we hate where we live—
We embrace the way we always do
We kiss and mumble and breathe against one other's lips
And ask about our nights
Coffee is put together through snickers
And subtle grabs of one another
And we chatter
We're happy
At night, we hide out where we can
We make love however we can until we have to depart
You always insist on holding me
And you're always finished first
But I couldn't fake it if I tried, you feel too good
On the bad nights, I hold you
You bury your face in my shoulder
While my lips brush your hair in silence
On the worst nights, you tell me how badly you want to cry
But you only tell me about how much things hurt
You never show me
On weekends, we see one another if we're lucky
We ask questions too obscure to think about
We keep talking because it's what we're good at
And we love every word exchanged
We await the arrival of Monday
Because it means we'll be home together again