The Awakening
So I’m not sleeping
In order to correct my sleep schedule
It’s ridiculous because
I wake up at 3 in the afternoon
And though I have no job
And though my career is now in house-tending
3 in the afternoon is unacceptable
So I figure that if I stay up all night and all day
I’ll be able to fall asleep at a normal time
Give or take 9 or 10
And I won’t be caught in this endless cycle
And I realize that
There’s never a more calm time in the world
Than at sunrise, or the minutes before
That, though any other time of day might be considered “boring,”
There’s something about sunrise that makes me content
Like, it’s a brand new day…
The dew drops are fresh on the blades of grass
Like a can of soda that’s just come out of a cooler.
Like if I took a walk,
There wouldn’t be one car out.
Because it’s crazy to be up at this hour.
Because society deems that this is the hour where human beings
Are ordained to sleep.
Where are the night people?
Everyone at once is resting in their respective beds but
Who’s responsible for tending to the world?
This is for the firemen, the paramedics, the police officers, the all night late night rave night party animals
This is for staying up
Because the most beautiful time of day is the time of day most often ignored
Like a secluded island off in the Mediterranean
5 am is my tropical paradise.
The darkness scoped out across the early sky as if Ra were saying
“Hey man,
Even gods need a break.”
Even a portion of the world would be turned to darkness like a radio dial
Switching from station to station
And the East Coast time zone is tuned to nothing but static.
So you turn your radio dial until you find something to your liking
Or maybe you just bask in the static?
Like “Hey man,
Even I need a break.”
This is for the politicians, the partitions, the apartheid in modern society,
This is for the sleepers, the chronic reality goers,
This is for the people who rest in their beds
So the remainder of the world
So the remainder of the world is mine.