Who said it would be so hard,

To take a step and get this far, 

To listen and to disreguard,

All the things that left a scar.

I'll always remember the words you said,

That made me think at night in bed,

It hurt my feelings it truly did,

You never cared you foolish kid.

It might seems so silly to you, 

I knew that you had no clue,

That those words did hurt my feelings true,

But I never said anything to you.

What did my feelings mean to you?

I want to know your point of view,

Of how I should have felt when you said all those terrible words,

The way you referenced me, as if I'm one of the nerds.

Should I have taken it as a joke?

Were you only just playing?

Maybe you shouldn't have spoke,

Of all those nasty words you were saying.

I knew you were looking for a laugh,

From one of your childish friends, 

But to put my feelings on the line,

It's time to put this to ammends.

All I'm asking for is an apology,

For your inconsiderate ideology,

Is that hard to ask?

Just a simple, two worded task.