I hate being around people.

I hate being alone.

I hate everybody and everything.

But please don't let me go.

I'm traped in my head.

Stuck in my day-dreams

I feel like no one understands.

What it is like to be me.

I'm happy for a moment.

I'm always almost about to cry.

But the day-dreaming helps

I know it keeps me alive

A world were I control

the outcomes of things

A world were no one is mean

and there is no shame.

I flash back to real life

with my friend right beside me.

She is the only person

would always has light.

She gets me out of my head

just for a moment.

And lets me know 

That someday all of this Crap will be worth it.