I want to die,

so I lie and fake smiles

The river of tears I've cried

 is at Least a mile long

thats why I made this song, 

this poem, this beauty

the pain I feel is like 

a knife to my heart,

a gun to my head,

A blade to my wrist

just like a missed first kiss

so I want to know why is it that

I am on your hate list

I want to know why you hurt me

why you murdered me by

 saying you love me and 

then ignoring me

and this was all the end of me