this abuse reminds me that i am real
blood colored stains under my skin
left from the pressure under your finger tips
pinning me down with love
because i dont believe its true if it doesnt hurt
and the screaming and throwing
only makes me wanna stay more
i cant get this out of my head
i cant get you out of my bed
im spinning
spiraling
and the more damaged i become
the more i start to shatter
the deeper i fall