The silence in this house just heavy breathing coming from the ones who are asleep. I think over and over the things I’ve done and the things I plan to achieve. The hurt I caused and the hurt I received. Understanding why life is the way it is. And how hard things get when you don’t focus on yourself. These thoughts occur everyday but hinder at times like this. My 3:20 am thoughts become an accepting moment and a time for me to shed some of my tears that are needed to be flushed away.