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be careful what you wish for
they say
like propaganda vhs tapes
plastered on the projector
they would never know
that i spent every day for years
waiting for the clock to hit four ones
so i could robotically wish for you.
an imaginary version of you, but still you--
someone whose story i can't put down to go to sleep and
someone who reminds me of everything i could bury my face into and
someone i'd give up everything for.
it's supposed to be wishful thinking
to dream of feeling
buried in all the layers of the sunset
through someone else
but i know how it feels
to melt in your arms
during every number on the clock
without having touched you at all.