What is the point of this forsaken life

Consumed by darkness, I now see no light
I feel no meaning should I grab the knife?
These feelings of no value I must fight

I questioned my existence as a whole
This bawbling life is oh so very cruel
I need to do something to not feel dull

To keep me sane I focus on my school

This empty sense began to rot my mind
Being a doctor now locked in my brain
I now know I can lock this all behind

I can feel the joy pumping through my veins

To help others will fill me with the light

I will not stop, I will forever fight