How Can I?
This is my testimony lord, I'm coming to you.
I'm humbling myself because your light made me grew.
I want your glory now, lord I'm ready.
See I remember when we'd never have a promising meal to eat. Where there'd be
continues arguments and beats. When I was homeless and in foster care.
Living with people that I was nothing but a paycheck too and didn't care.
Well here's a reality check, I was nothing but a statistic to those ever so cold streets.
Birds of a feather flock together when we were lost kids all we had was one another.
I had to be strong for my younger sisters and brother. Lord forgive me I'm coming to you.
I'm yelling for the sky, I'm tired of this continuous cry, I have every night.
No one truly understands my situation, all I need is some guidance and inspiration
So I can put in poetry as inspiration. So it could be passed on to the next generation.
I want my story to be told throughout generations so I can be a revolutionary.
But I have my own pains. I cant take it anymore I'm going insane.
So how can I be the light when I can't stop my own rain. I can't clear my own storms. How can I
end the cold nights when I myself is not warm?
I do ridiculous things to fill my empty hole. Because I myself have a broken soul.
So.. who am I to be hypocritical or try to inspire when I'm only human. I'm not as broken
as I think I myself need to value my wealth.
Because in a blink of an eye it can be taken.