Every day, every hour, every minute, every second

It follows me

It surrounds me when I wake up

It follows me throughout the day

It haunts me at night

My mind is distracted by it

It talks to me, leaving me unable to hear anything else

It doesn't leave me alone

Yet somehow I still feel completely alone

Nobody understands

I'm stuck in this place

I've lost hope

I cry out to my God

What good will come of this?

Haven't I been patient enough?

I need answers

I need someone to catch these tears cause this pillow just isn't enough

Where are you God?

Why won't you help me?

Make it stop

I wait for the answers that nobody can seem to give

The screams of pain are getting louder in my ears

 It's no wonder that the answers are something that I cannot hear