The Battle Within
The bottle sits on the kitchen table
Glinting in the sun
She grabs it, begging for comfort
Now that the day is done
She knows it’s not the solution, but
She doesn’t know how to stop
So she lifts the bottle to her lips
And uses every drop
The liquid burns and spreads its warmth
And the pain fades away
It takes away the hurt and also
The troubles of the day
The tears turn into warm smiles
And finally she laughs
It seems colors return to life
Like developing photographs
For the first time in a while
She’s filled with inner bliss
She forgets the painful memories
Like his parting kiss
The hurt is replaced with happy
She feels so warm inside
Without her cheap liquor love
She likely would have died
But the heartbreak no longer matters
Not much really does
Not when the alcohol takes away her pain
And her head is all a buzz
The whiskey clouds all the hurt
And it’s replaced with glee
She smiles, laughs, and feels untroubled
But she’s knows it’s unhealthy
She’s stuck in a cycle, she can’t get out
Even if she wanted to
Maybe she’ll heal, only time will tell
If her life will continue