Don't Forget Me, Okay?
Dear ,
You should know just how unplanned it all was.
I never meant to grow with you
to befriend you
to miss you
or to love you...
any of you.
It just sort of happened.
in that unforgiving sort of way that existing just happens to have...
I can't accept all of it
take it away
apologize for it
or forget any of it.
I've tried pills
alcohol
sleep
smoking
and I've even combined them all
just to try...
but this is who I am now
this is what I am now: inconsiderate. I know.
So this is my last selfish act
my letter to you
elaborating my feelings
explaining my thoughts
excusing myself from all of your lives.
that I unintentionally grew with
and befriended
and as a result of that I painfully miss
and love
all of you...
But this is my pathetic
desperate
self absorbed
GOODBYE.
Pinky Promise - No Politician,
Pretty Lady