Here I Am
Highschool had to start,
I wasn't pretty.
The teachers thought I was a sweetheart,
but my peers thought I had too much acne.
He gave me a kiss,
he told a lie.
I thought he gave me something to miss,
but all he did was make me cry.
I had a boyfriend,
but it came to an end.
My best friend left my side,
I just wanted to save her heart from being broken.
I can't tell you how much I cried.
She had made it clear that she was done.
I tried my best every day,
but fell short each and every time.
I remember being beyond depressed when I got a C on an essay,
I convinced myself I was worthless in this lifetime.
In those four years,
I wanted to die.
I cried too many tears,
wondering why all these people liked to make me cry.
It was a hard fight,
to learn to love myself.
I learned that I am full of light,
it's okay to love yourself.
I made it on my own,
No one to guide me on my way.
Here I am, standing tall and grown.
Here I am, I'm here to stay.