You know me as the hapy, funny girl.

But you know what,

Everyday is a struggle

Somedays, I dread to wake up

Somedays, I dread to get out of bed

Somedays, I dread to go to sleep

Somedays, I dread to go outside

Somedays, I feel like a bad friend

Somedays, I overthink

Somedays, I think I'm too clingy

Somedays, I want to cry

Somedays, I want to die

But you know what,

I put every ounce of willpower

that I have into being the happiest,

funniest person you will ever know.
I'm trying, I really am.