your slowly intoxicating my head

no words can describe what has been to my brain, fed

your slowly intoxicating my mind

arguing with myself wether your feeling is healthy, or if im blind.

took one breath, i am your prey.

tried to take another one,but you had taken it away.

a step away mysteriously drags me closer to you.

impossible to shake you off,hard to shake you loose

i love you as much as i hate you

i want you dead as much as i want you alive

my heart beats slowly,it stays true 

my feelings for you still survive.

everyday, i throw on my best clothes and put on my best smile

fake as can be, might turn real in a while.

Doubt it will happen, i lost my inspirations

Life without you has been nothing but deprivation