Poems from umborium

Hello! Just a 16 year old girl with ADHD who occasionally writes stuff. Most of my poems are from freshman year; currently a Junior and still writing!!
Oh my dear,
I wish you could see me as I do
Through the lens of my eyes
That no camera can replicate,
Still I’ll admire the way I look,
and...
I’m a shell of who I was
I'm just an actor in this performance
I dance to the music of my sweet sorrows
But the stage is still empty
I am...
I think you can tell what a person is like by their notes.
I realized this when I looked at the notes of the girl next to me,
They were all...
I've never felt so out of place before
And i've never missed being a kid as much as I do right now,
Because I can still hear the morning...
Some days I look at you and think of how much you mean to me,
How I want to stay with you but can't stand to touch you,
How happy you can...