Poems from thatcrazyfishlady

I finally spit it out. I finally told all.  I finally admitted it. I did it.    I regret it, but not really. I know a part of me does, but...
I know it's over even though it never really began...   I know it's gone, with no chance of ever coming back.   But in my head and my heart...
I am not okay. This is all a lie. I'm not who you think. Let me clarify.   I spend my days laughing off my pain; I spent my nights...
I don't know if I'm anxious or depressed or suicidal or really if I even exist.   All I know is  nothing seems real and all I can feel is...
I'm wide awake. Night fell long ago; morning rose to take its place. I hide my face from the light.   The peace of sleep never graced my...

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