Poems from seoulmates

I fought the Gods so that I could live my life. Everyone tried to kill me. Freedom from Buddha was the cause of my strife. I even pissed on...
So Mentor of mine, everyday you secretly guide my thoughts swiftly.  
I'm not a natural and I'll never be the best. I know my faults, but I'm doing things at my pace. I get jealous,  when I shouldn't be....