Poems from adrjana

there’s been so many times where i debated whether or not i should manifest you back into my life, but honestly? i really wouldn’t know...
i love you so brutally. sometimes i’d lay awake at night wondering if you were the thing that kept me going when i couldn’t anymore.  ...
i no longer think in gray.   i see you and i think in oranges, reds, greens, and golds. i looked into your eyes and i saw the happiness...