Poems from PennManship
umm...i am a person, i think. at the very least, i am a human. i just haven't yet gotten the hang of human beingness. uhh...i am socially hebetudinous to the nth degree. i write about all of the things that i cannot say. i am also rather lonely. if you send me a message i will get super excited and think for an hour before i respond. and if you send me a message and i dont see it within the day, i will apologize profusely.
my hands tremble, more than a little, as they (gently...hesitantly) explore every inch of you
tracing your outline as i silently take you...
can i love you?
wrap my arms around you and say that you are mine?
bury my face in the small of your back and say that i am yours?
breathe...
i have a lot of nightmares
violent, terrifying nightmares that necessitate reminding myself not to scream after i wake up
nightmares that...
hold me close and tighter than you darei’m coming apart at the seamsbut don’t ask me if i’m okay because i will only lie to youeven as my...
it's been nine years since i've written about you in my mostly unintelligible scrawl
indecipherable malformed symbols jammed together with...